The last memory of me actually seeing things was few years ago, I have lost counts, but I was 15, my long hair was reaching my waist but it was so hard to maintain, I've been convincing my mom to cut it but my family was so against it. As a way to protest, I never tie my hair, so people around will feel bothered so much and those words "just cut your hair" would burst out and my mom would agree finally, if she heard it from other people's mouth but my own.
Weather has been in a heat, really hot but I enjoy it too much, except the sweats that I've been having is just not helping, so I've been taking a bath near my neighbor whom I call uncle Alfons' house even though he's biologically not my uncle, he has always allowed me to be there since I was little. Oftentimes, he's away to another counties, but sometimes he would smoke and accompany me by the pond, I can't exactly call it a pond, it doesn't have fish, it's not that clear too, but it is a clean pool, there were mosses, grasses and it's clean. Sometimes my friends would come over, but if it's a boy, uncle Alfons would get a little bit irritated, none of them are weird of course, until I reached my puberty when I was 10, I've had it quiet earlier than most of my classmates.
"You, my girl, need a cream, your skin will get burned out" smoke still flying out of his mouth, uncle Alfons has always been a heavy smoker, making his voice even heavier now, he was 21 and had just graduated from his college, not too far of an age we are, maybe that's why we were so close. I had no siblings at all, but I do have cousins laying around this county, and some were abroad, but we were just stuck here, me especially, since mom and dad loved to keep their vineyard warm and fertile. I was an accident child, they never want to have a child, that's what I've been hearing from the aunties, but uncle Alfons was there for me to be the best father figure, better than my dad.
Mom has always been an interesting figure, she was unique, and .. different, making me to also look .. different, I got mocked sometimes but there was nothing I could do about my skin color, instead I just kept making it worse by swimming and bathing a lot by uncle Alfons' pond pool, but he insisted on me keeping my skin healthy and so I did, receiving the cream I got from him daily. My skin became so good, and healthy, I could feel it healthy because it was plumpy, no longer having those textures like dried chicken skin.
I started to grow my breasts since the puberty, I kept starting at my nipples as they always seem to be hard and very brown, I thought to myself "is this normal?" and they just kept growing and growing until I didn't care anymore, I just laid around naked and sunbathing as usual by the pond, but I started to feel a little bit shy if uncle Alfons was around, so I just covered everything up. Mom began to give me corsets, a very specific ones, with some patches, "this will do, you can't let them seeing them around like that, you're no longer a child".
Bella would come in the evening now since my 15th birthday, it is a bit of a foolish but very challenging birthday present from my mom, Bella is a young lady and would instruct me on piano lessons, yes, she's my governess but particularly on piano lesson. "Why need a governess even though I already have been into classes?" I kept complaining, felt like every things I need to learn it double and it was exhausting. I began to feel stressed out and had acnes popping out, I felt ugly, sometimes I looked funny, my red hair and my brown skin, are not exactly the best things to be combined but it is a heritage, dad said we should be proud of it, except my mom looked better because she had it black, it is matching her skin.
"The holiday is coming soon, are you planning to go somewhere?" Bella talks like somebody wanting to cry every time, it confuses me so much
"I can choose to go to the Paglio Beach with my friends"
"Ahh.. what were their names again? Tia and .." "and .., the one with uh green necklace"
"It starts with C"
"Cecil! hehe hard for me to keep track on your friends, you have plenty here you know"
"Exactly, I'm doing fine in school, I don't understand why I need a governess, but I appreciate your presence here, you need this job"
"How do you know?" Bella stops writing down some reports, looking embarrassed
"Doesn't matter, it's best if you teach rather than cleaning, right?"
I was trying to be nice but I was so grumpy, it was also my period, blood just kept dripping out of my vagina and I need to change the cloths. Once I got back, Bell was sobbing, sounding actually somebody who was crying, I felt bad.
"Tia and Cecil couldn't make it this weekend ... we're going to the beach" I asked her, as a symbol of my apology.
At the beach, it was really hot, blistering hot, but I enjoyed it too much as always,
"How could you enjoy it like this? we need an umbrella"
"just you it's okay, I have creams from uncle Alfons, it is to protect my skin"
I continue to take my dress off, corsets off, untied my hair and laid on the mat, I felt like I was boiled, or fried, but felt so good, I need all the heat I can get, since the bath water was always so cold.
"Bambi, wake up!" somebody was screaming into my ears, it was Ines, one of my classmates, "the boys will be here soon, get yourself covered!", I immediately ran with my juggling breasts and took the closest blanket. "Why are you here alone??" Ines still screaming, "Girl, I don't have any other cloths" "Where the hell are my clothes?" I was crying, still with the only small blanket I had, the boys have arrived, Ines' friends have arrived, they are all looking at me and laughing. The boys looked at me differently, I knew what they were looking at, I was ashamed and embarrassed, I just wanted to die.
"Hey, let us take a look and take cover for you" the boys were joking, I knew it was just for them to see my full body, one of them whispered pretty loudly "I knew she had it good" I was embarrassed and still crying, "LEAVE ME ALONE" crying, disgusted, and disappointed, where has Belle been?.
I couldn't move anywhere, was to embarrassed while they continue to harass and play around, it took hours until the sun sets a bit, the girls tried to help me but they didn't like me much either. Until finally I saw a shadow from behind, a tall figure and a hat, I looked behind and he wrapped me with his jacket, I was heavily sunburned and my face was swollen because of the cries. I was also thirsty and probably dehydrated too, but this man was there, he brought me up to his arms and to his car, I was too swollen to see anything clearly, but I could hear the man was screaming at them, like a fisherman trying to get bunch of seagulls aways from the fishes he caught.
Woke up to a voice coughing, and there he was smoking, his pants was on but he was topless, my uncle Alfons, I was still crying and naked on the table. "You're heavily sunburned" he said slowly and kiss my forehead, "Bell, I was with Belle", "Tia was calling me once she heard about you at the beach, you should be more careful, you know you can always be at my pond pool", "Where have you been? it's been months last time I saw you, it was painful to come to your place but you weren't there", "I'm sorry, I have just arrived this evening, I had things to do you know".
"Here, it will make you feel good" Uncle Alfons started to help me to sip a white milk, it's just a milk, shouldn't make me feel any better, all I could think about was I could never get back to school, it was the right decision to had a governess by my side, but Belle was definitely not it, had to report to my mom or dad somehow. While I was sleeping, still with no clothes on, but I had blankets and a fan whirling winds to my body to cool it up, I heard uncle Alfons was seemingly calling a doctor on me, but few minutes in I could feel something touching my lips, it was his lips, "don't worry, it will make you feel good" he whispered, I knew what kisses meant and I was uncomfortable, I tried to push him but he slid lower to my private area, to my vagina, he began to lick it and looked me in the eyes, it really did make me feel good.
"I feel weird, I think I need to clean it up, uncle", I felt something sticky dripping from my vagina, I knew where my hole was but never felt that way before, but he kept continue and inserted his finger to my hole, felt a pain and he began slower, putting anything dripped from me to his mouth, it was such a weird feeling, I felt so much conflicting thoughts, I felt like this shouldn't happen. He got off and opened his shirt, I felt terrified finally and tried to get up but he forbid me, he continued to grope my breasts, "I knew you're going to grow so good of these fruits, very round and .." he squeezed my left breast and I was so shy I covered my right one, but he continued and lick, but also suckle on my left nipple, "so hard" he whispered, I didn't understand but this time it actually felt good.
"a bit painful, I can feel your teeth" I tried to slow him down, but he kept going, still like a baby suckling on my left and right nipples while massaging my growing breasts, I knew it is still growing, my mom said they would eventually stop soon, I hate how big they got, not too big, but big enough for uncle Alfons to keep suckling on it. I felt sleepy and started to wake up with something inserting me. Something hard, did not understand what it was but it is something sticking to my uncle's lower body, I knew that boys had it for peeing, but never knew that it looked like that. Is this even supposed to go there? I was so confused, but it was painful and he did it slowly, it was wet everywhere, we both were naked and I felt like it was so wrong.
Inserting it in and out repeatedly, he let out a heavy breaths too, I thought he enjoyed it, uncle Alfons was then on top of me, kept suckling on my breast while his penis kept inserting in and out of my vagina, I guess it's normal for people to do, now I understand. Few times we're doing it now, few times a day, making me want to go to his house even more often. Sometimes he finished inside, he told me it was a milk to make baby, if it were inside me supposedly I would have a baby soon, but I was scared so I immediately washed it off, but it happened too often, he couldn't hold it and just those milky things spurted out of his penis, sometimes he made me drink them, or he just spurted it outside.
I have also told my mom and dad about Belle and they fired her, I no longer went to school and just had a different governess, I told my new governess whose name is Lena about the milky things coming out of penis, she was surprised but intrigued how I knew about it. Along with Tia and Cecile who still pay me a visit and we play around the pool pond, they had no idea what's going on every time I excuse myself to go to uncle's house and be there for around 30 minutes, nobody was really that suspicious.
I began to read certain books, ones that Lena have lent for me, about how it works, and certain positions that I began to show to uncle, he was surprised and was glad that I was beginning to be fun about it. "You don't need to be shy anymore you know, look, it's getting hard again", "Why is it always so hard?" I wondered but I knew I could play with it and just wanted to see the milk again, "if you want to see the milk again, you got to let me inside you", "but you would make funny noises again" he continued to grope me and made my thighs wide open, I could feel some of his previous milk still dripping out then he put it inside very brutally, I was in pain but he got faster instead, then I could feel again and again, oftentimes his penis was inside and hitting something, something I felt like was not supposed to be hit, "uncle it's painful!", "it's your doorway, to make a baby" he grunted and he would always say "I'm coming!" to indicate his milk has come out, and most of the times recently it was inside of me. I had to wash it afterwards but I loved seeing to see if I would have a babe, "What if I really am going to have a babe?", "You can't keep it girl", "then why are you keep spurting it inside?", "because you're just my tiny doll, you need this milk to be healthy, aren't you?" I shook my head thinking how funny he was for also thinking that I really am that stupid.
At night, I would sleep worrying about what if I’m going to have a baby, I have learnt enough from the books and I know for sure it is not a proper thing to do between an uncle and ..me. I came visiting uncle Alfons’ house to see him just smoking and drinking a coffee, reading a novel, he would be so glad to see me and kiss me. Later on that evening, I was also sipping his very bitter coffee, and he told me to stroke his penis and it got hard very quick, he carried my whole body to the desk and I had to open my legs, he had seen me not wearing an underpants today, since I knew it wouldn’t be useful anyway, he spit on his hands and smeared it on my vagina, fingering it a bit, then put his hard penis inside slowly from the tip then the whole thing inside, he would grunts, saying how tight I am. Back and forth he kept doing it and suckled on my breasts, I got easily wet and enjoying it so much, it felt good on several points inside, there’s also little part of my upper vagina, which I read it is called as clitoris, uncle would play with it with his finger then I would continue to do it, it felt so good. Still with the same position, my legs wide open, my vagina wide open, his hard thick and long cock looked so wet went in and out of my hole and came bursting his white milk inside me, I could feel it a bit, his penis moved inside, and when he pulled it out, there goes the milk just dripping a lot from my hole. He would let it dripped like it, loving the view he said, and lick my clitoris afterwards. I felt so used, it didn’t suppose to feel good because I felt guilty, what if we got caught?, but I loved seeing how my hole got stretched out and he would use it again few minutes later.
Some days later, one of my aunties would ask for my help and I couldn't visit uncle for a while, and few weeks were the time, I hate it. I would try to touch myself just because I miss him, how he makes me feel, what if he leaves me? wouldn't he supposed to get married? but with whom? lots of girls in the town are crazy about him, not knowing he's only interesting in coming inside me.
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