Chapter I : Family
Summer 1840, today i turned 20 and still figuring out how to finish the last task of my educational institution so i can enter higher school to focus on my skill, yes, painting. I couldnt say that im a painter moreover an artist but of course my over-confident family hate that i prefer to choose arts over clan-business career on making vest but since my uncle Bernard decided to take me as his son-in-law after he heard that i had been running away from family since i was 13 years old and choose a life as child labor than living with my sick family. I was the oldest child and son and probably the only hope for the family but honestly all my life i never liked my father, i never like how my father treated my mother and when he sees another prettier and younger women who is obviously a gold digger but father still following his lust after what my mother showed him what love and loyalty is, i obviously hate him, i often find myself sleeping in my friends’ houses and working as a carpenter in the nearby village, and yeah my mother hates me too because i hate my father and i dont understand why does she still wants to be with him after he shares their bed with another women? That’s sick, and it terrified me when finding my brother looking for me after he got abused by mother and the other wives of father after they thought that he was watching them taking a bath ‘together’ and threatening him not to tell father.
Horrible, just horrible family, i just want to kill ‘em all. I take care of my brother until i turned 18 then the law enforcement officer found us and decided to take my under-age brother back to our sick family, they decided not to take me because im no longer under-age and have rights for myself. I decided to take my brother back because im really afraid if they would hurt him, the law people wont let me visit him and even throwing my letters for him away to the mud! I am so pissed. I have a cousin, like an older sibling and she just got married to a british man, her name is Johanne and she really cared for me, the only family i truly loved beside my brother Anllex, and since Johanne’s husband is a generous noble and rich business man, i tried to access them by sending letters about me and my brother, I was still 18 years old at that time, I made money through my artistic skill and being a carpenter of course all my savings weren’t enough to afford my brother’s life but at least he felt safe with me, it was the worse year of my life because every single day i felt worried and gathering my wild friends to intrude my own family’s house just to get my brother back and i swore if they hurt him, me and my friends would kill the whole people in the house except our nice gardener mr. Drageye.
Three weeks after i send letters to Johanne Branson my cousin, i receive a sieged letter from her kind husband saying that they’ll be coming to me soon and give me helps through the safe way which is a law way since i literally told him that im going to intrude my family’s house rougly if i didnt get help at all. Its been 5 days, Johanne and her husband William Shire finally come and give me access to the law so i can reach my brother safely. Short story, i manage to get through it all but failed! Fucking failed and disappoint everyone in the courtroom, i look at my father there and i know, i just know that they force Anllex to told the whole court that the family does not hurt him, i cant even talk to him because they wont let me, of course it was a curious move not to let me see my biological brother.
I spent months thinking about my brother and finally receive a letter from him saying that he’s ok, alright it’s his handwritten but i still curious and keep contacting the court about investigating my family’s house more frontally but no response, no fucking response. I became a rebel for a while with my friends destroying every vest shops and companies that are run and owned by my family, luckily i never get caught. Johanne and William sometimes visit me and keep sending letters to make me strong i was depressed worrying about my brother. However, a miracle come, my uncle who is the father of Johanne, he decided to take me as his son-in-law and take me to the capital of Romania, after he knew about my skill, he sends me to Art School in London and let me focus on it by promising to protect Anllex from my own family.
Just 3 months in the art school, I receive letter and invitation to my father’s funeral, yes! In my heart I said I could see my brother finally, my uncle contact me and we were going to the funeral together with my cousin and her husband. In the funeral, i didn’t see my brother, i was actually pretty happy that my greedy father finally dead! But i also feel disgusted seeing the 8 wives including my own mother trying to convince me so i can continue the family’s vest business, of course i refuse and quickly picking up my brother days after father’s funeral, me and my uncle felt curious too and we went to the house, and that is when part of me dead seeing my brother’s body in the bathroom, his neck is opened, i ran to the kitchen and strangling my mother, trying to kill her but uncle stopped me, the other wives are also surprised to see what had happened to Anllex, i was so fucking pissed and highly sad, i carried my brother’s body to the garden and just cried, i felt so guilty for letting him there with that devil his own mother who supposed to protect him. I dont even want to talk about it here.
After i graduate from Art School and work in some art institution in Romania, I receive letter from my uncle saying informations from the asylum about my mother’s confession, she said that she killed her son Anllex to bring my father alive again through a so-called black magic but it was failed and she was in the kitchen trying to suicide, i knew that she is basically crazy since the first time she met my father, i dont even want to call her as my mother and call my father as my father, i’ll just call them by name now, Harriet and Micae, fucking morons!.
To be continued..
P.S this was taken from my other site (a wordpress) https://yessiitrian.wordpress.com/. Am no longer using the site.
Made on September 1st, 2016
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